Okay, just a small vent of anger over here!

Starting to hate myself,

I don't know why either!

Expectation from everyone is higher than ever,

what if i fail to do so ? I don't know?

Really angry of myself, I don't blame others, but...

I blame myself! God damn it!

Okay, before I go , Happy advanced valentine's day to you guys.

Yeah, always the same, 5 years together with band.

I've got band practice, never changed,

but no worries! It's my last year spending valentine's day with band.

Even without band, I will also be rotting , might as well ?

okay byes!