24 days to O's .

& I'm totally not prepared at all, been slacking and watching

Family outing on youtube, and all sorts,

instead of studying ): SO SAD!!!!

Everyday is passing as fast as how f1 car run.

Recently there's some family problem within my dad and his bro,

freaking disappointed, and it's just like how

the tv acts, I didn't expect it to turn out in real life.

It's nothing to be proud of, & I'm sure there's more to come.

I've to return to Malaysia almost everyweek ,

cause there's so many freaking activities going on,

this week will be my cousin's birthday,

next week will be my grandfather's birthday.

I am so worried ):

I actually felt nothing towards this thing,

I am so glad, cause I've put down this.

HELLO! This is the picture of Hyori and TOP during one of the lives.

Fucking jealous cause hyori received a kiss from TOP! ohmy !!!
Don't you dare not agree w me that TOP IS DAMN HANDSOME!

& lastly , daesung! One of the member of BIG BANG!

He's damn funny and cute, my latest addiction xD

Met up w Michi today, bought our contact lens.

Pizza hut for lunch , chit chatted & I'm damn happy I got to meet her up

after more than half a year, SAY WOAH!

But sadly, we didn't took any photos ):

Do meet up soon again , takecares loves !

Life's been alright?

Just that the thought of O's is coming in a month or less,

makes me feel so stress, I bet I am not the only one thinking liddat.

spending money like waterfall. ):

Instead of putting my butts down on the chair to study ,

I'm right infront of my laptop ):
My biggest distraction ! GOSH ! D:

It is how people respond to stress that determines whether they will profit a misfortune or be miserable.- Mihaly Csikszentmihaiyi.

Met up w weiqi , and headed small s for lunch.

Then hub walk walk, and we decided to head bishan for cotton on!

& we both bought short, quite satified okay!

Bishan library was so full ~ heading to amk drive thru for studying session.

Saw huiping&co, studying session was eventually successfull,

manage to finish mr ong's half homework :D

Like chio only weiqi !

In between , distress awhile, take photos ~

Don't anyhow snap snap.
I did not invade your privacy, was just looking into your display pic ):
& weiqi got super excited over this mirror reflection photo taking ~

Among the rest, I think this first shot is the best !

Okay , I've made a mistake, not this photo, I'm super lazy to make a change,

but go figure which one is the best.

Trying out the focus thingy ~

Look at weiqi , keep asking me to take photos of her !

Okay I super duper love this two photo !

Look so special & chio only ~

It's time to start studying, and forget those unrelated stuffs :D

I know we all can do it ! ( say only ~)

Tag's reply ~

ZHAOMIN! :D: i really happy lar! dun liddat leh. i'm really really seriously very happy!

T's : okay la ~ can see ~

Tsk: Heys girl, so you are using lj or bs ? Hahaha. (:

Tsk: Hahahaha. Okay, I link both then! (: It's okay! Jiayou for your O's~

T's : I'll be using both, cause one day, blogger will still have some problems . HAHAHA!

thanks for your encouragment, girl [:

rachel.k: Aiya, don't giveup. Small improvement accumulate will become alot. Must think this way then will continue try harder. (:

T's: THANKS! you too alright !

kally: practice more! (: all the best yeah

T's: Ohmy! thanks girl!

JIETING: Hello, I'm back to blogging. Do relink me

sophie: tingting link me!(:

SophiaMinEr: Link me up (:

T's: alright, I'll be re-linking everyone soon! ;D Takecares.

MY 500 POST.

Like cool or what? My 500th post.

hahahaah ! Went YukiYaki after sch w 17 people.

& I'm very sorry for causing inconvenience for some people !

HAHAHAHA! I know I know.

We decided to take photos and look at Bihui and Judy,
we actually put self timer, and it took it when we were laughing off
when we were wondering when its snapping us!
HAHAHAHAH! So candid !
This shaun is very irrtiating ! HAHAHAH !

I enjoyed myself throughout the whole eating session

HAHAHA I hope everyone else does too.

Home, and got changed, and met bihui and alvin at kpool.

Awhile, and headed off to meet my cousin, trimmed eyebrow and ate at small S.

& homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

Okay lo ~ so ugly. nehmind.

Tomorrow will be my first time to YUKIYAKI,

have been wanting to go yuki yaki eat alrd :D

Yay, finally .... like YAYYYAYYYAYY!

hahahah, whatever. I'll still try my best.

Don't continue.

I don't like to lie infront of you,

but I'm lied infront of your every min ): Do you know how bad I feel ?

Do you know, I don't like to share stuffs liddat ? But i got no choice.

You doesn't know how hard I tried to pull myself back,

from now on wards I'll try , try to stop that conversation between you and me.

You'll definetly don't know about this , cause you'll nevr happen to cross by here.

F.A.I.L

Prelim's result are almost all back,

gosh, i only passed my POA and English ):
That's like wtf -.- , POA , i just managedto pass ):
irritating and sad ): , MATHS the worst sub manzx !

I fail dao jialat jialat , even though there's small improvements, but ITS THAT SMALL -.-

Like what only :/, hais ! Life's been damn sucky, yes I've always been saying that .

No matter how hard life can be, you still have to go through.

I don't know what kind of encouragement words would make you feel better,

but friend, I'll always be here for you (:, I've nvr forgotten you alright!

Cheer up okay ! ;D

I'm heading to Malaysia in an hours time.

Bye, tagme and click on my nuffnang ads ;D

Outing with WQ someday to bugis.

Bought a high waist skirt and one long shirt.

Weiqi's been aim-ing my HIGH WAIST SKIRT!
HAHAHAHAH!

Spend my one week holidays almost with weiqi .
Hahaha, Thursday, jogging w wq at bishan park,
yes damn weak sial me , keep complaining,
and my leg damn pain, like what sial.

Studying session with zm and wq ,
i failed to study , totally pissed off by doing some physics.
Then penisula for one bag pack, hope IT CAN LAST ME FOR MORE THAN HALF YEAR !
hahahahah, accompanied wq for dinner,
and headed home, & I FOUNF MY MANGO SHIRT!
hahahahah, heart pain siol if lost !

One week holiday is gonna end ):

O's coming right ahead ): Damn sad ):

I don't know anything, I think I'm so gonna fail my O's,

I'm so gonna disappoint my friends and family ):
I just can't put my heart on books ):

The sight of book just freaking pissed me off, TOTALLY ~

I need your help ):

Time is running damn fast,

Words cannot make you understand how I am currently feeling.

A longer and difficult route to complete this journey .

I almost couldn't breathe.

I'm like having hwachong insituition's tuition in sch at 9am,

and I'm still right infront of my comp): I damn freaking tired now!

yes, I'm headin to sleep now, so reluctant to go because

SO EARLY, SO LONG, plus aiya, lots of excuses !

Tmr I'm heading to sophie's bbq , and hope it's enjoyable,

oh ! and Great to see my grandma and grandpa recovering well.

Put our hearts at ease :D

Back from Malaysia, oh yea, this photos are from the malaysia trip,

yes, i look super ugly ! whatever~

I super love this background!
Okay, back from the visiting trip to my both grandparents.
My grandmother is still in ICU, doctor said,
she still haven't go throught the dangerous period.
Looking at th way she breathe, the number of pipes around her,
the way they tied her in order she wouldn't pluck out the pipes,
I suddenly felt at a loss of words,
even though we may not be close, but I felt
a sudden of heartache, get well soon please.

My grandpa is at home now, but lacking of willingness.
he very lazy to talk, keep wanting to sleep and etc,
ohmygod ! cannot tahan ! HAIS !
one day if I'm old, I wonder, what will happen..........

HOLIDAYS START , and I've to start mugging for O's that's coming soon !
Good luck to those who are having their N's TMR !
do your best alright !
nights !

Do me a favour to click on my nuffnang ads ! thank you vm!

alright, yesterday was my last day of my prelims !

Headed to kfc breakfast, and catch I love you, beth cooper.

Quite a nice show, but ending not rlly nice.

after watching, slack at mac with judy and rachel ,thank for the accompany !

ZhaoMin came, so I left them.

Headed to Suki Sushi, and ate.

weiqi joined us after her talk in sch.

Can see from her face , she very happy right?

tskk tskkk tskkk!

alright, will be heading to malaysia in an hour time.

My both parent's parent are admitted to hospital,

my father's father have just recover, and I thnk he's at home right now.

My grandmother from mother's side, is in ICU now.

So have to go back and pay a visit, hope she's alright !

Another burn out weekend-.-

I've always wanted to tell you, but lack of courage,

teach me how , cause I'm afraid.

I dont like it when we grow up,

as we grow up, we tend to look at things beyond it.

Things we see, isn't as simple as e see years ago.

We learned how some people re-act to a certain things.

We saw how cruel this society can be,

we know so and so is such a person.

I don't like it , I wanna live in my young days

when I used to enjoy and look at things so uncomplicated.

我不想，我不想， 不想长大！

Alright, here to update.

Like bullshit, practical today was horrible.

We had no fans, cause they were afraid of the wind that might blow off

the fire for the burnser burner -.- Like fuck.

Nvrmind, I was the first batch , which means I've to report at normal school timing,

and we were so called "quarantine" by the sch,

cause they were afraid of us spreading the practical exam question to the others -.-

Our handphones were confiscated and we had to wait from 930am to 130 pm -.-

Practically nothing to do -.- , and most importanly, NO RECESS -.-

yes, alot of diao face cause rlly not happy.

Since we had to wait, we were having this true&dare game,

slowly , some ppl are no longer interested, so we head to girl's talk !

& were fucking surprised by the talk, and I HAD LEARN A LOT OF THINGS!

hahahahah , SECRET OKAY !

Slowly , 2nd batch ppl came in and chatted the same thing and FINALLY ,

we are released. Instead of going home straight,

they got our phones , so we headed to wait for teachers to return our phone.

We waited like half and hour ?! _l_

Afterwhich, hub foodcourt, popular, hub, and home.

Tomorrow is my last paper of prelims, and I'm super happy because it's gonna be like

one week holidays after that! SAY YAYY !

But , sadly my O's level are coming,

and the N's are starting next week.

Good luck peeps !

I'm afraid of falling for you ): don't know whats happening to me ):

This photo is taken on Wenlin' chalet.

on that day , I left at 12++am, then cab down meet cai and went home.

Oh , the chalet was quite fun , in a way we entertained ourselves.

HAHAHAHAAHH, cause wenlin is busy entertaining her friends.

So yea, today went to meet yc&co at kpool,

then went raiders , watched them dota, and went to meet shuntat and alex w yc,

pool-ed, and home.

I'm not having school tmr, cause I drop my chinese alrd.

so i decided to go help my mum, because I'm feeling damn guilty ! ):

It's your choice to believe it a not.