you know something ,

how i wished to delete off that words .

You never knew how i felt ,

being able to become bastard sister.

but yet , things seems to be difting ,

i hesitate to invite you to something,

usually i dont , i look you up as my bastard sister.

But what has happen this year , or maybe recently , disappoint me.

Forget about it , i don't even dare to say anything .

becos' we both acted nothing that had happen .

Its okay , becos both of us acted nothing is going on .

it only looks like................